Dr. Pepper, No Ice, One straw

Somehow today I ended up with a blade to my wrist. I don’t really know. But I set it down, asked myself what the fuck I was doing, called myself an idiot and that was it. And while I was procrastinating this post I thought of all the things I’ve done since then.

I put on a dress and liquid eyeliner and felt awesome. 

I made dank salted caramel hot cocoa for my best friend to make her feel better.

I ran into an old friend that I never see on campus.

I launched a service organization that will hopefully actually make a difference. 

I expressed my appreciation for my favorite professor and mechanic.

I realized that R and I are very drink compatible. Dr. Pepper with no ice and a straw for me and she drinks from the cup. I also plucked the tomatoes out of my Crunchwrap Supreme simply because of the advice of a former Taco Bell worker and because it made R laugh.

I discussed how boys are idiots while Quit Playing Games With My Heart by Backstreet Boys was on the radio.

I DTRed with R and she finally officially friendzoned me. :P

I watched Wreck It Ralph which is a surprisingly amazing movie. Very quotable.

I danced in the shower while singing “IN MY YOUNGBLOOD”, “HOLD ME FAST BECAUSE I’M A HOPELESS WANDERER”, and “I’M WORRIED THAT I BLEW MY ONLY CHANCE”

And...

I thought of all the things I have to look forward to and none of them are being dead.  

And so because it hasn’t happened in far too long…. SONG OF THE WEEK! 

Besides the three mentioned above (3OH!3 and Mumford and Sons) I’ve been hooked on some old Alanis tunes. That woman is a BADASS! Anyways... I kind of love this song of her's and I had never heard it until I went and downloaded some of her albums. It just is a reminder of who I am and whom I strive to be.

“I'm secure and out of me, it's hard to get a rise 
I'm not jealous 
I don't get moved by much 
I'm not enraged 
Not insecure as such 
Not going insane 
Rational stays in touch 
Doth I protest too much?”