The way you smiled when someone was acting like an idiot.
The feel of your sheets.
Your favorite songs on repeat.
Your favorite TV shows becoming my favorite TV shows.
Waking up to you smiling as you would watch me sleep.
Acting like goons.
Singing our favorite songs at the top of our lungs.
Skipping Sunday School.
A brush of the hand when things got tough.
A lap to rest my head on.
Love was so much more than we ever gave it credit for.
But maybe we didn’t know what love was because we both ran away from it as fast as we could.
But maybe that’s what made it actual love.
Love was terrifying. And now it’s gone.